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Music: Call All Your Reserves // Halifax
Drama is gay. Whatev. I don't really
mind it anyways. People don't get my self-esteem down anymore. I don't
let it. Now I know that couciling was a success.
Making fun of someone's faith is
rediculous, also. I think someone is jealous of my relationship with
God. Which reminds me... I'm almost half way through my book of Psalms.
YAY!
The
greatest thing about going on my cruise wasn't the exciting new
countries I got to see, it was the 2 wonderful girls who made me
realize how much God really does impact my life. And they are the
reason I have picked up my bible.
I miss my Jen and Ashlyn just too much.
And I thank God for Christina,
because she has explained so much to me and told me that if I ever want
to be forgiven, all I have to do is ask Him and He will forgive.
People make mistakes in life. I
forgive, I forget. Then it gets shoved back up my ass. The only true
friends I have ever had are Angel, Jon and Drew... because none
of them have turned their backs on me. I love how Drew can call me out
of the blue... just to talk about life. I love how Angel is my best
friend, and stands behind me... mistake or no mistake. And I love how
Jon is always my supporter, and how he's always been there to tell me I
can get through something.. and then helps me through the bad.
I thank God for what I have, and I
thank Him for what I don't have to deal with in life. He doesn't make
us doing anything that He doesn't know we can handle. I can handle
this. I can do this. I can live life without being in constant worry if
I will succeed or not succeed. Because if I won't... God won't make me
do it.
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So today was great. Spent the afternoon with my wonderful boyfriend. We
went to the mall to pick up my ring... halfway to the mall, the place
called my cell and told me it was in. And I was like "I'll be there in
like 5..." and I most definately was. Haha.
Saw Severan. Didn't say anything to him though. He looked really sad though.
Then back to my houseeeeeeee. Because I'm just awesome like that.
7 More Days
ps. I totally forgot to meantion we had this awesome fire drill in
Chemistry class today. I got to be with my fire-drill buddy: LAUREN
FUCKING BOND, yo. haha.
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| Today. School.
Went to the outlets after school with Christina though. Went to the
Bible Factory. I got 3 new books. One being a new bible with the new
and old testiments. So fucking yes awesome. haha.
So right now. I'm pretty bored.
I went parallel parking today with Dad. I believe I will def. pass my
test. Because I did it like... 10 times in a row completely right.
Therefore, I'm fucking awesome and you wish you were me. Haha.
Gasp!! I get my ring back tomorrow. All nice and not lose on my left
hand ring finger. I'm excited. It's been 2 weeks since I've had that
rock on my finger. Lol.
Ok, Fro. You win.
You're fucking awesome.
Let's just drop it now.
PS. PARTY AT ANGELS HOUSE AFTER JEWS BIRTHDAY PARTY.
Supply your own alcohol and designated driver, biotches. Haha.
KIDDING. It's only for the cool kids.
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| Music: I Know I Know I Know // Tegan and Sara
Today... great day with my wonderful
Brett. I did the corniest thing. I got this little plastic ring, and I
put it in a box and gave it to him. When he asked what it was... I told
him it was the key to my heart. He thought it was cute... I thought I
was stupid. Haha.
We watched War of The Worlds and The
Wedding Crashers. 2 Good movies. Although, we both have different views
on War of the Worlds. He thinks the aliens died because of something
stupid, haha. And I think they didn't from air pollution. Long story
short, he's a moron. Jk Jk.
And I also got to talk to Bethany today. Which is amazing. I love her and I miss all my cruise friends so much. It's unbearable.
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| Music: She's Gone // Hall and Oates.
Haha, what can I say? He's amazing.
I just read in my friend Bethany's
away message that she's at her dad's. That makes me really happy. No
one understands why it makes me happy, but I do. And that's all that
matters. No no, Ashlyn prolly does. haha.
So basically, I want to say that I
miss my girls too much. And we need a reunion. Soon. I can't wait to
get my license, so I can go see them. Lebanon isn't far away
and Ashlyn, you are the reason I have my bible.
So, dad is in MD... and the clutch in
the company truck has completely blew. Hahaha. I thought he said it was
our truck, and I was like... "That's gonna take 2 grand to fucking fix"
and he goes "Erica, calm down. It's the company truck." Therefore, I
felt better.
I hope he doesn't realize I said fuck. haha
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| Music: I Am For You // Waking Ashland.
There's just something about this song.
FORGET THAT FRIENDS ONLY THING. I NOW THINK IT WAS A STUPID DECISION.
Don't give up, you're not thinking.
Don't give up, just keep seeking.
And I, I am for you.
And I, I will love you.
And I, I am for you.
And I, I will save you.
So today... school. Lame. I really hate school, but I seem to be doing
alot better. I have a 79% in math. I've never had a C+ in math
before... so I'm pretty excited. And I got a 46/50 on my math
quiz. Haha. After math, I ran down the hall to Yutzy's to show Brett...
just because I was THAT excited. lol. I'm so lame.
Work. Closed with Tracey. Pretty sweet. We were basically dead the
whole time. Made half of our goal. Haha. Oh well. I work tomorrow. And
then I don't work again until next Friday... which means I get to hang
out with Brett on Sunday, and that means I totally get to hang out with
my sweet Elizabeth Kessler on Wednesday.
Talked to Mr. Moran today. He's got me in for next week for 1st period with practicing parallel parkingggg. Yay.
Everywhere you go is everywhere I've been
You finish all my sentences before they begin
And I know that look in your eyes
It's like I've seen you before about a million times
In another life, in another life maybe,
in another life you must've been mine
<3 I'm in love with you.
ps. you're just mad because you suck at giving head.
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